I was walking sam and i had a moment of inspiration.  I just realized how ridiculous it is that i stress over the things i stress about.  I wrote this…

U make me laugh

U make me cry

U make me wanna live

U make me wanna die

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The insanity and comedy of this situation

makes me laugh and realize how ridiculous I am.

Right now, I should be more than thankful

I’m not a hatian

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U make me dream

U let me fly

Did I mention

U make me cry?

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Life is never as it seems when we take that first glance

We can’t possibly comprehend the depth of our minds.

I say fuck it, let’s just go dance!

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One more, poetry is a new thing of mine.  usually my poems are childish and Dr. Suessy like the one above.  This one I wrote a few months ago.  Not really as Dr. Suessy:

A DAY IN THE LIFE – 9.16.09

I wake in the night to that bright blue light

The eye of a butterfly beckoning my to fly away

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I turn to the clock, four ones standing at attention

Mocking me, forcing me to make a connection

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Different version of the same dream, again, again, and again

I can’t awaken until I accept what is

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The spider climbs up the curtain testing my beliefs in the past

Shame and sadness as I watch him go down the drain

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The headlines read death, rape, murder, it’s sadness

The pictures show a child, a kiss, a loving family, it’s joy

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Which world do I live in, do I have a choice?

A beautiful mind, why do you create so much angst

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Silence, calm, a soothing song

I fill the rainbow from the root to the crown

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Your status update denotes your experience

Do you know what I know?  Do you see what I see?  Can you feel what I feel?

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No

Your husband just bought you a new garbage disposal.  Good for you

You had to eat early to get the kids to soccer practice on time.  Good for you

I am experiencing a connection to all things that don’t exist.  Good for me?

Could you understand?  No.  Maybe I would rather have a new garbage disposal.

The motor in mine is dead.

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miscommunication, I ride the silver bullet throughout the town

fingers hit the keyboard

ride the silver bullet throughout the town

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I lie on the floor

The bass rips through me

Body, mind, soul vibrates

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Start slowly, engage, enjoy, begin to shine

Begin to soar

Lungs hurt, regret sets in

restart slowly, engage, enjoy, begin to shine

Begin to soar

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A beautiful mind, so much more without thought

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I lie on the floor

The sun shines down upon my face

My body makes indents in the sand

A hand pulls me up to the sky and I fly away

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Without a blue light, without a butterfly

Without the mocking ones

Only music and love

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